This being keeps "punishing" me by invoking grotesque images that are reminiscient of a medieval torture chamber..This being has created really dangerous horrible outcome and is "coercing" or "forcing" me to wrap my Life around this disgusting outcome.  I hate this being and this being is clearly monstrous and just deranged...this situation is so manipulative and conniving and unnatural -- like coercing someone not to get an abortion after rape or incest or something crazy like that.  This is endangering my life and is putting my life at risk every day.  I desert and leave you you sick sadistic overrated cruel being..bye to your macabre bullshit!