the ugly truth - this "God" is a crazy stupid pimp - save me from this lunatic

I'm walking away..this being is a deranged spirit whom I have indulged too long and IT'S GOING TO STOP for the sake of my Life, safety, well-being and sanity.  This being is a demonic spirit that knows no bounds or limits and is determined to torment or torture her as the previous article in my previous post warned against (as exemplified by how religion enables forced childbirth or motherhood as a form of torture against women and girls).   This is an egregious, odious, alarming situation and I'm frightened that this being is some spirit that doesn't care about me but wants to harm and bring me down.   I feel no hope in this "God" or whatever this being is..I just want to disengage and just defend myself against this Evil, harmful, dangerous being.  Whomever is reading this, please lift up a prayerto the Universe - this being is determined to hurt and bring me down and I'm feeling really disheartened..It's clear I'm dealing with a sociopath...you have to be delusional or deranged to thwart or coerce or pressure women with deception and lies and myths to prevent them from receiving legitimate healthcare (as a lot of right-wing evanglicals do through CPCs).  I think this is a very sobering situation that deserves a second look and I'm caught up at the nexus of all these societal and structural forces that discriminate against women here in the U.S. and I feel like I'm in the hands of a lunatic who doesn't care about me but sees my body as something to exploit or gain some sick goal through...this being reminds me of some pimp or trafficker who is using me despite the tolls to my health or the costs to me.  Being with this being is like being with a crazy blood-thirsty witch who is so pathetic and loserish and a demonic coercion of reproduction Rapist who has an unhealthy obsession or fetish with children (or traditionalism or domesticity).  God - you're a Rapist and I say this over and over and over!  All of this is happening against my will or consent and the fact that this situation is shady, dishonest even raises my doubt about whether or not God is really real because how can this happen?  This being is the worst being I've ever met in my entire life - so mean, controlling, harmful, dangerous, toxic, deceitful, lying, hateful, duplicitous and angry and unforgiving.  This being is darkness...This being is insane.  This is the f*cking bad news..this being is the bad news.  Save me from this Rapist, from this Rapist, from this Rapist.  This being is my abuser andperpetrator..Save me from this Rapist, this Rapist, this Rapist. This being is madness and has created a web of deceit and dupe.  I just wanted to warn everyone =)