I'm really scared and cannot afford to deal with this issue when the Coronovirus is going on..this being is Evil and merciless...this being is attacking me for everything I do - just for breathing, walking, whatever.  How do you deal with a situation that is so unfair and imbalanced and just unjust?  I deserve better than this...this being is punishing me because I failed to realize I deserve better than this at the time..does this even make sense?!  this being is making do things I'm not comfortable with doing that really stretch the limit (onmy body) of what I'm and I'm not comfortable with anymore...this situation is really not in favor of me that I cannot rationally justify it anymore..