I'm tired of being a puppet or a robot.  I'm tired of the puppeteering and feeling like I have to appease - this is about my time, health, resources, freedom and LIFE - quality of life. This needs to goddamn stop because you're really scaring me and alienating me - "God".  This being is doing this when it itself would NOT be in my shoes and go through the things I'm going through, so why is it demanding everything I do?  Even RBG fought against the policies you're shoving down my throat...I hate you!  I'm so tired of the emotional rape..This being keeps demonizing me through this situation and it's becoming really harrowing, a life and death situation