My inadvertent fall into compromising my safety and well-being

1.  It started with RTS - trying to elicit my trust and having me trust in this being unconditionally, like a Father

2.  It started with the brainwashing and the indoctrination

3.  It started with the control and manipulation - the legalism, the "frowning down" upon certain things

4.  It started with the pressures, the threats and fears of retribution and intimidation

I hate violence and absolutely condemn it - I condemn this being because this being seems to condone and take delight in perpetuating violence and seems to view it as some justifiable means..what a sick being...I hate this f*cking misogynistic being.  This being has the "responsibility to protect" yet it totally steered me in the opposite direction the last four years by exploiting a girl who was vulnerable!    I condemn this and I condemn this gross manipulation and I condemn your hypocrisy you evangelical bully!   You f*cking impose this shit on the "precious daughters and sons" of all those evangelicals who f*cking preach hypocrisy at the pulpit you piece of shit!  You will not use violence to justify at one of your sick goals AT MY EXPENSE and violate my bodily autonomy in this way you f*cking devil!  I don't deserve terrorism because I didn't do anything wrong!  This being keeps using a very unsafe and dangerous situation - from every point of view (public health, WHO, UN, NOW)  - to weaponize and threaten my safety and well-being...

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