I cannot ACCEPT the violence anymore. I will not let anything or anyone even touch a single hair on my head..I'm so fed up with this degrading treatment. The person who wrote this last week - can you imagine if "God" punished her for what she wrote or the way she feels? This constitutes gross and wanton human rights abuse...
This person said she gets too anxious so having a kid would be dire...I resented you before you were born. Time was the worst, the 20+ years it would take from my life to create and maintain yours, I hated you. When I sat in my silent home reading a book or writing with only the tap of the keys breaking the peace, I hated you for taking this away. When I learned something new or achieved a goal, I knew it wouldn't be this way once you were here, everything would stop and I hated you. When I looked in the mirror, secure and whole and imagined my skin strewn with scars of your birth, I hated you.
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IT's simply impossible to go on like this...I looked up the definition of torture and it says:
the action or practice of inflicting severe pain or suffering on someone as a punishment or in order to force them to do or say something.
This is how I feel...
it's ironic that "God" is the one who is torturing me even though U.S. is a signatory to the UN Convention against Torture
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