This being doesn't love me as much as I thought..this being's "love" is not real as my genuine trust and dependence on it.  I have a conscience and my conscience is telling that this situation is immoral and criminal and risky for me as well as for countless other women.  This being wants me to be inauthentic and compliant and to submit to the status quo but I WILL NEVER DO THAT!  This being is violating not on my rights and choice but also my health and THIS is NOT okay.  For someone to take my health this lightly or even to not take into account at all or even to dismiss my women's health needs is CRIMINAL!