Terrorism 4 - addendum

I've decided to turn away from this religion or cult.  This being is wreaking havoc and I will NOT put up with it anymore.  This being keeps conjuring up images of harm being done to me (grotesque and demonic) and this is CRIMINAL.  I am not meant for evangelical Christianity the way things are in the U.S. right now and this religion or  mindgame or manipulation is scaring me.  The endless arousal of guilt and all the blaming and burden-casting is doing harm and it's NOT getting better.  I don't think I'm alone to experience these feelings and experiences and I feel as if I have RTS.   As a woman and as a human being, I believe this is spiritual abuse and something really perverse or sadistic has been deceiving and duping me.  I want liberty and freedom and safety and protection and freedom from harm.