Imagine a person who is deathly afraid of spiders (someone who has Arachnophobia).  Imagine someone deliberately trying to scare that person with spiders or always putting a spider in that person's way or invoking images of spiders.  How cruel and Evil would that be?!  This is how I feel - this being is deliberately putting me in a situation where I would feel anxious and this is making me miserable and affecting the quality of my life.    If I don't "comply," then this being threatens with a threat of retribution - invoking violent images that make me recoil.  Can you imagine a being doing this to another woman who is victimized by misogyny and gross coercion and is afraid that her human rights are being violated seriously?  I seriously don't know what to do...This being keeps degrading and demeaning me through these assaults and I'm not sure how to move forward from this situation..This being has unleashed a campaign of terror and it is frightening...I stand with millions if not billions of other women who would protest a situation like this and would revolt and just bail..I deserve to live, not be in this undeserved absurd prison sentence...