I'm dealing with a horrible being.  Imagine a crazy being who has somehow pulled the rug from under my eyes and is pretending to "guide me"while knowingly putting my life and health at risk.   This being is deliberately 

- deliberately having me stick around a bad guy

- deceiving and appropriating my body so that it can "control" and manipulate me

you don't bring me life - you bring death, misogyny, betrayal and an undeserved prison sentence that is so disgusting that I CANNOT EVEN PUT WORDS TO IT!

this situation is fetid, putrid and odious and just heinous - I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THESE WORDS UNTIL I MET YOU and that bad guy! you ARE A LUNATIC and I'm filled with hatred for you! 

I just wanted the world to know what this being is doing...YOU ARE A FAKE, A RAPIST AND A MONSTER.  GET AWAY FROM ME!

I need to set some ground rules:

- My boundaries for what is safe and comfortable and secure have been crossed a million times and I don't WANT TO CONTINUE ANYMORE.

- THERE IS NO GOD

- I will not indulge or give credence to this being anymore

- I will not go NEAR OR think about or even breathe regarding this situation until I KNOW IT IS SAFE

- I will get my way

- I WILL NOT "PUT UP WITH" or tolerate any form of VIOLENCE - physical, emotional or spiritual

- I will critically analyze the situations I'm in to see if I'm safe and comfortable 

- I will LISTEN TO my still small voice and my instinct, gut and intuition when making decisions