I had an epiphany yesterday - this situation is inherently unsafe for me.  I'm getting out - no part of me can justify this situation (no scientific basis, nothing).  It's like President Trump flouting science and saying all these theories that are unfounded and dangerous!   This being is using this situation as a method or tool to "torture" me.   This being is a Rapist and is having me do things against my will and is assaulting my rights every day and THIS IS NOT OKAY. I'm not going to go along with this lunacy, dangerous scheme and slavery!   IT IS NOT OKAY - This is gender-based violence and CRIME AGAINST HUMANITY!