I would rather this whole world (this beloved world) end then things be like this. This being is a predator and a terrorist who is clearly NOT in my best interest and is trying to harm me. What this being is doing is unethical - it is COERCION, RAPE and sabotage. I will NOT put up with anything that tries to harm me, obviously. I CANNOT believe I got sucked into this cult and allowed this to happen from under my eyes...I am sending out a last petition to the Universe because I have reached my human limit - a woman and a person knows when a situation is NOT good for her( and this is a gross understatement). What this being is doing feels like someone trying to poison me --> forcing me to take poison over and over and I know THIS IS LETHAL FOR ME. I am not an automaton! I'm in an unimaginably difficult situation and I don't think I can even go on like this - I don't think I can live a normal life in this situation.... This being is absurd and is coercing me to do something that goes against UN Conventions and norms and therefore my conscience. I believe a demonic spirit is trying to harm me and I need to get out of this situation ASAP. Whoever is reading this - please pray for me- this is an urgent Life and death situation for me and I cannot continue like this... I don't get anxious easily and I don't really worry about anything - this whole horrible situation is really CONTRARY and antithetical to the entire trajectory of my Life (sacred) and I cannot absolutely go on like this or even breathe like this anymore..THIS IS NOT HUMAN - this is some undeserved prison sentence (freakish) I absolutely abhor and I'm pleading with the Universe or whoever is up there to make it STOP NOW. I think that if this situation were to continue, I'm afraid that I'm going to have a heart attack or just collapse...this f*cking religion is too punitive for me and I CANNOT do this anymore - it's against my humanity!
Image of me scared and running for MY LIFE! Image of me wishing I had bailed...
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