revolting

This is what waging a war against a woman's body looks like - I've been bleeding at the lips twice a week or so this past 1.5 year (since January 2019) and I thought everyone should know what an abusive piece of shit this "God" is...such a major jerk

This past weekend, I thought about self-care and gentleness...this is such an important practice, I've realized..this being and religion grate me all day long and I really feel that this being has used and "groomed" me like some cult leader, but when I think about self-care and gentleness as a form of social justice, I immediately feel more empowered and flowing with grace towards myself - I badly need some form of love and warmth and care...I took a yoga class and my yoga teacher said that we shouldlisten to our stomachs, because that is the second brain..  I realize how tense and anxious and pent-up I feel in my gut as a result of all the bullshit the last four years and how I don't listen to my stomach or body oftentimes because I'm in "reaction" mode..I'm so glad I'm fortunate enough to take some time feed my body and soul and to learn to love myself better...