I'm dealing with an Evil spirit, a being who is so maniacal and bullying that I'm so turned off...ugh.  This being is bipolar and doesn't make me feel good about myself nor is it logical..it is really trying to sabotage my Life and everytime I take a step forward in self-care or self-love, it tries to set me back or derail this...I hate this being!  This being is so unhealthy for me and it's a vicious cycle of abnormalcy and violence when I'm with this being and it makes me shudder...this being sucks the life out of me...