This being is lunacy.  My life has been nothing but a tortuous road the last 7 years and it doesn't make sense anymore.  I CAN'T MAKE SENSE OF MY LIFE and what this being has done, which is a really scary feeling.  I feel like a hamster in a wheel, futilely just rotating the wheel all goddamn day long. It is sickening...It is over.  Ugh, gross