I'm so unhappy - I've never been so unhappy in my entire Life. This being treats me like a one-dimensional being and is playing some sick games..this being IS NOT MEETING MY NEEDS (physical and material) and is not providing for me despite all the advertisement in this religion...I cannot trust this being anymore because whatever sick or macabre circumstance is happening is happening at the expense of my health and well-being and NOTHING IS WORTH THIS! This being won't even let my mom's Condomium sell even though it's been on the market for the last two years and I have been praying for this..This being is having me be in a situation where I'm running on an empty tank ALL THE TIME (the last 4 years) and it feels so horrible and awful..I am deeply disturbed by this situation and what this being is doing and I CAN'T believe this has happened..please someone - help stop this vicious cycle of abuse towards me...this being keeps making me balance my critical needs (housing, day-to-day needs, etc with other needs) and it's a horrible juggling act. This being is treating me like some prisoner and I am so tired and exhausted of not "being filled enough" or "receiving enough" to even function or GO ON like a healthy human being..this is so demonic and I'm so scared of this cult leader. This being is depriving me of stable housing, day-to-day resources and has somehow convinced me these last 4 years that it is okay to go on a 1000 calorie/day diet where my basic, essential food groups aren't even met! I need stability and structure to function like a normal, stable human being and it is SIMPLY IMPOSSIBLE TO GO ON LIKE THIS! This is called ABUSE! This is a sign of a cult - "grooming" someone, usually a vulnerable young woman, for the purpose of some cultish, deluded narcissistic leader.
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