The awful truth

When I got into this horrible mess and cesspool of a situation, I didn't know that I had PTSD and RTS (Religious Trauma Syndrome) and this being was targeting my PTSD.
I learned from a Stanford talk that when a person has PTSD, that person cannot see the forest or the larger picture - that person can only see the tree in front of them.
This being has brainwashed, deceived and lied to me to get me to be in and prolong a situation that is a Crime against woman and is officially an unsafe, dangerous situation.  This has been going on for the last 4 years (since 2014).
This situation should have ended in May 2014 as the person who is the perpetrator in this situation is a stranger, someone who has defrauded and committed gender-based violence against me and I don't even know this person except for what he is telling me, which could be all lies.
In this dubious and sketchy situation, I turned to "God" because I thought he would help me, but he betrayed me, stabbed me in the back, has NOT had my back and has condoned this perpetrator/bad guy and has prolonged and abetted the gender-based violence, crime against women, exploitation, rape, trafficking,
fraud, misogyny, and trauma. 
If I don't cooperate, this being has been threatening me with threats of t retribution and has been continuing this bizarre, insane, unsafe, delusional, inhumane situation over and over, despite my continued requests and pleadings to STOP.
This being is a misogynist in disguise, a sociopath and a narcissist.  Only a narcissist and a megalomaniac acts in this way, pretending over and over NOT to hear the victim, yet lying consistently that this being is a Savior and someone who saves and helps.
This being is a monster, based on my experience as a young girl, woman and human being.
It is time that this ridiculous, insane and public health/women's health violation situation STOPS.
If you have any questions or want more details about this horrible situation that NO WOMAN or HUMAN BEING SHOULD GO THROUGH, contact iriss7480@yahoo.com (what this being and Christian evangelicals are promoting in this situation directly contradict the advice, behest and facts from the WHO, NOW - National Organization for Women, UN, UN Convention for Human Rights)
This being has consistently pinned the blame on me for the perpetrator's and "God"s transgressions and has repeatedly sent the message that "I'm the one to blame" even though facts suggest that I am inherently vulnerable based on the fact that I am an woman.