this being is rancid and bad news..I've come to realize this being is all negative and this being has been pretending to be there and to be on my side and to have my back but it was all a front and this being is having me live some act, some charade and fake role.  Nothing good will come out of this being anymore.  This being's little act and existence is an affront to my existence.  It's sickening and disgusting.  I believe there is a special place in the infamy of history for characters like this being who put down and oppress and torment and pressure vulnerable young women and girls.