I realized these past four months or so that there is a lot of bullshit - bullshit in people (guys, roommates, housing situations), bullshit in religion (something I used to trust but have completely been turned off by lately), bullshit in the news.  I am a bit jaded and cynical to be honest.  This "being" I trusted is a fiend, a sabotageur I've come to realize.  So where to go from here?  What next? I just want to make sure I'm being honest and transparent with myself.