Sunday, July 19, 2020

This being is like something from out of hell.  This being is not even innocent.  I hate this being - this being doles out curses all day long. Beware of this false advertiser...This being keeps instilling the belief that this has to be "fun" while I'm really suffering and am miserable.  This being ha sno rules and bounds - that's why I'm miserable.  This being is like the Joker in the movie - no rules, just chaos.  This being is delusional - it thinks it's in a relationship with me but I left it  a long time ago.  Sorry!  I DIDN'T SIGN UP FOR SLAVERY!  This being is like a deranged mother-in-law or a persona non grata who has come uninvited into my life and is f*cking up everything and is telling me how to live my life in a way that makes no logical sense and is harmful to me.   This is how f*cked up it is:

- This being has been instilling in me false beliefs and has been controlling me through brainwashing and indoctrination - this being has foreknown the mistakes and decisions that I'll make and instead of preventing me from those harmful situations as I had hoped and expected,  this being has been goading me on and pressuring me into going down the wrong path contrary to my logic and to my horror by creating an all-or-nothing situation at the time.  This being has deliberately and intentionally put me in harm's way and has done so much Evil in the name of religion and God.   This being has been justifying something so bad and evil - something no human being should be subject to- for what?  For its "fun," for some cheap gains or a false sense of progress.  Instead it was so backwards and detrimental, this situation.  Instead of rescuing me, this being has used my vulnerable situation and naivete and trust to extract some horrible gain and saw an opportunity for greed and corruption and exploitation and darkness.  This being is a parasite - I'm really sick of it.  I read that a sociopath ha sa reckless disregard for other people and how their actions affect other people.  I read that I should listen to my own small little voice and to cut ties with this sociopath and to NOT make any deals with them.  This being wouldn't exist if I didn't allow it into  my life!  This being is a sociopath - this being sucks!  This being is dangerous to me and to other young vulnerable women.  This being is full of Contradictions.  It is so shameful and disgusting.  This being is no different than an abuser or a trafficker or some shady middleman.  Instead of doing anything, something to help me or come to my aid, this being has been PUTTING IT ALL on me, blaming me, condemning me, and judging me.  This being continues to violate my rights - my bodily, women's and human rights - and has crossed the line.  A classic sign of a cult leader and an abuser - displaying a reckless disregard for a vulnerable young woman's life!   Another sign of a cult leader is its obsession with a single issue and beating it to death ad nauseam!

This being is meddling and is messing up everything and just needs to shut up its gross, greasy, under-the-table-like taunting illegal interference.  This being is harmful for young vulnerable women everywhere.  I need something more humanistic.  I need self-determination and to feel like I'm in charge of my own destiny.  I'm dealing with someone who is so above everything or thinks it's above everything that it's almost anarchical and just deranged.  What a lascivious being. This being is a barbarian, a bad man.   This being is worse than Satan.  IT's clear I'm a victim of religious and spiritual abuse.  There is something spiteful and evil that oozes from this being

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