This being is a femicide Whore!  It is a PSYCHOPATH to the infinity power!

UGH! a family from hell

The pathetic Monster and Perpetrator that is Samuel Moon - the Korean wife-beater wearing PSYCHOPATH and Satans' messenger and Lucifer's subject who drove a beat-up, junk car that badly needed to be towed and NOT returned from the pound and if TLC wrote the famous song "Scrubs" with a particular bad guy in mind, this guy has to be it!  

Anything related to fucking Samuel Moon - these above pictures!

The nightmare of the last 4 years

The monster that is Samuel Moon

After President Trump was elected as the 45th President, the woman's March started on Jan. 21, 2017 in Washington D.C. and proliferated across the U.S. and around the world to convey the message that "women's rights are human rights."   As if to foreshadow the need for the March and the subsequently ensuing #MeToo movement, a year before Donald Trump declared his candidacy in 2016, I met the worst guy of my Life.

My mom had met him through her "church" and so I trusted him.  But little did I know he was  a toxic guy who had severe boundary issues and was horrible in so many ways.  He said he was a "Christian" and the naive part of me believed this.  This was the worst mistake of my Life. 

Because of this toxic guy, I wasted the last five years being in this state where I subjected myself  to a treatment I did not deserve and to being traumatized.  Had I not known that he went to "church," I would NOT have trusted him - the human instinct in me would not even given him the time of the day.  But because he used his religion as a guise and because of his hypocrisy, I ended up being in a quagmire that I wish I had the prescience to not get into in the first place  -- hell, to even avoid it like the plague.  This guy was delusional and had woven an existence of delusion out of his beliefs and it seemed like "God" was going aiding and abetting this bad guy's delusions.  He was a high-school drop-out, the ultimate worst! (He had dropped out of a vocational high school in Korea to be exact).  Ugh!

I remember when I met this horrible human being that I felt "God" was pressuring me to give him the benefit of the doubt or to even engage with him when I (the woman) in me didn't want to.   But a woman's instincts are always right and this was a bad guy.  But this being who is supposed to protect me and guide me has been coercing me to put up with sexism and misogyny the last 4 years - the Banality of Evil that is Misogyny (see my previous essay) - and I'm done.  If I have to spend even a mere second more in this situation, then I want to be compensated a million dollars because I'm worth that!

What kind of a message is this religion sending me and to other women in this era of the #MeToo movement by having me "be stuck' in a situation of coercion and blatant women's rights violation and thereby a human right violation?  This being and Christianity are all rhetoric when it comes to feminism and upholding women's rights and the former especially seems to be an opportunist when it comes to how it treats women -- this being doesn't care about women, I've come to realize, because we are inherently worthy or sacred; apparently in this religion, a woman's worth seems to be a lot about her reproductive value and the "help" that she can bring a man.  How warped and crazy is this?! 

I'm done living in this shadow of Evil misogyny and patriarchy.   Because I am a sacred vessel, not someone merely to be appropriated for the sake of religion or an agenda or politics, I voluntarily walk away...I walk away from this horrible macabre quagmire as a full human being and as a woman, exercising my volitional will to say NO!   It is not okay for any institution to stoke sexism and misogyny for any goal and to exploit a woman and her body for whatever reason.  It is not okay to exploit, period!

What this being is doing is going against UN Conventions and human rights norms in the world order and this is duplicitous, dangerous and inconsistent with women's rights and women's health, especially given that the first female Vice President in the U.S. was sworn in yesterday and in the next fifty years, more female leaders will rise up to break glass ceilings and assume leadership positions in the U.S. and everywhere, going beyond traditional  "women's roles".  It is a fact (existing sociological data strongly supports this) that societies that invest in and empower women, whether it be through education, job training, literacy, etc., fare better in the long-term than societies that relegate women's status.   In the case of this religion, it seems to be stuck more in the latter, bound by centuries of antiquated notions of feminism and traditionalism.  Consigning women to such traditional roles will be a huge step back and regression for the women's rights movement and to more modernized gender roles that are appropriate and fitting for the 21st century.  So, empowered by other feminist allies, I release myself from  this prison and break out of "what a woman's roles should be."

Another example of this being intentionally hurting me

This is what propranolol (memory pill) looks like - I felt uncomfortable taking this without the complete reassurance of safety or given that this is the side-effect: Propranolol may cause heart failure in some patients.  Scary huh?  This being is slowly killing me..what a "God"

The awful truth

When I got into this horrible mess and cesspool of a situation, I didn't know that I had PTSD and RTS (Religious Trauma Syndrome) and this being was targeting my PTSD.
I learned from a Stanford talk that when a person has PTSD, that person cannot see the forest or the larger picture - that person can only see the tree in front of them.
This being has brainwashed, deceived and lied to me to get me to be in and prolong a situation that is a Crime against woman and is officially an unsafe, dangerous situation.  This has been going on for the last 4 years (since 2014).
This situation should have ended in May 2014 as the person who is the perpetrator in this situation is a stranger, someone who has defrauded and committed gender-based violence against me and I don't even know this person except for what he is telling me, which could be all lies.
In this dubious and sketchy situation, I turned to "God" because I thought he would help me, but he betrayed me, stabbed me in the back, has NOT had my back and has condoned this perpetrator/bad guy and has prolonged and abetted the gender-based violence, crime against women, exploitation, rape, trafficking,
fraud, misogyny, and trauma. 
If I don't cooperate, this being has been threatening me with threats of t retribution and has been continuing this bizarre, insane, unsafe, delusional, inhumane situation over and over, despite my continued requests and pleadings to STOP.
This being is a misogynist in disguise, a sociopath and a narcissist.  Only a narcissist and a megalomaniac acts in this way, pretending over and over NOT to hear the victim, yet lying consistently that this being is a Savior and someone who saves and helps.
This being is a monster, based on my experience as a young girl, woman and human being.
It is time that this ridiculous, insane and public health/women's health violation situation STOPS.
If you have any questions or want more details about this horrible situation that NO WOMAN or HUMAN BEING SHOULD GO THROUGH, contact iriss7480@yahoo.com (what this being and Christian evangelicals are promoting in this situation directly contradict the advice, behest and facts from the WHO, NOW - National Organization for Women, UN, UN Convention for Human Rights)
This being has consistently pinned the blame on me for the perpetrator's and "God"s transgressions and has repeatedly sent the message that "I'm the one to blame" even though facts suggest that I am inherently vulnerable based on the fact that I am an woman.

Deathly scared

Has taken advantage and exploited traumatized person (woman)   
Has aided and deliberately put a woman in a dangerous, unsafe situation
Has aided and abetted gender-based violence
Has deliberately deprived a woman of human rights and women's rights (four years)
Continues to threaten woman
Agenda-driven
Perpetuates Evil through unnecessary misogyny
Retaliates with violence when I don't "cooperate" with said Evil

Knowingly puts me in dangerous situation - life/death (NOW, Pro-Naral)

Has knowingly put me in bondage
Treats me like a prisoner
Feel like I'm dealing with an abusive guardian

Expects me to be a slave